Angry Serene.

Sometimes i hate to be in the bus where pi would be sleeping, and i'll be there alone, spending the time thinking of nonsensical stuffs. I hate to be reminded of how's life for me cause i seriously hate my life right now.

I hate it when im reminded i chose this course myself cause im on the verge of giving it all up. I hate to go to school, i resist the lecturers teaching. I hope i could give it up.

Here i am, having my menses (i always hated it), suffering from sudden headaches and prolonged backache which is fucking painful can. Yet ive got to take all the nonsense i get from lecturers, and worst still, classmates are the same. Birds of the same feather flock together. I find no joy in going school, i hate this course, i hate these people. I wished i could be back in the past, where i'll be (at least) happier.

I wished.. i had chosen another course instead. I need a re-set button badly. )':

p/s: nobody ever listens to me, nobody cares. I yearn for a break so badly, yet im not granted any. I hate this. I want to end it all. ):