Im happy.

I feel happy today, cause backache's finally over, im no longer stress. I got the chance to be both assistant and operator, im glad my hand didnt shiver when injecting LA. I feel proud of myself not inflicting any pain to classmates, which mean, im ready for the first patient next saturday. (:

In addition, happy serene went shopping, and bought another top from TOPSHOP. I know my clothes are enough to bury me alive, but i find myself wearing repeated clothes always. (which i dislike alot). I saw mimi &friends while shopping, and we ran away (i dont know why) but its awkward seeing each other. By the way, i guess i no longer hate her, theres no need to. Its been history, i guess. (:

Menses coming to an end, im extremely happy. No more emotional thoughts, i hate it when im made to think back. I hate reflections actually, i dont want to be reminded of all the stupid things ive done. But anyway, theres this one thats affecting me quite a bit. Its a little sad to say, but people find it hard to have trust in me. I dont know if its a result of being a bitch, or i just have the cant-be-trusted face. Whatever it is, im .. upset. ):