Sunday, October 5, 2008

I cant sleep.

My mood sucks after starting work, i dont know if im going crazy over the packed schedule. Ive been mind-fucking (me, myself) real hard, it doesnt seem to help. But at least i made some friends from customers &im really glad.

I made a friend yesterday &everyone's against it. Why? Why? W-H-Y!? We should be open-minded. It feels quite nice to have a 'friend' afterall cause ive been missing everyone for a long time. Its always a "hey lets meet up sometime", but nobody does. ):

Im so stress it makes me want to smoke (no kidding). I dont look forward to school at all, i hate school. No more attachment, &thats it.

& i wish.. ):

contradiction (x99999999999999999);
I hate work, but i love going to work. (:
I hate school, but i cant wait to start working alone ><
I hate menses, but im glad it came (&past)
I hate my thoughts, but i loveeeeeeeee myself.

I cant stop thinking. I need helppppppppppppppppppppp. ))))))))))))))))))':

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