My life is worst then ever.

i went out today, thinking that i'll feel better. No way, i felt even worst then before. ):

Saw how everybody bought balloons, chocolates and gifts for their loved ones. How they held hands and hug before me. I felt so sorry for myself. S said i was being zhi4 tao2 ku3 chi1. Yeah, i think i agree.

Feeling so sorry for myself, i bought 2 balloons and 15 dollar worth of clips. I didnt feel any better la. Still as sad lor. ):

I never thought i'll live through this, but i guess i just did. My tomorrow can never get any better. Sigh, i hate saturday. I wish the day would never come.

)':