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Can somebody tell me what is freedom?

I remembered i once hated mama cause she fucking took away my freedom. She restricted me to go out with my friends, forbid me from wearing skirts, restricted me from going over to arcade, never allowed me to stay over from chalets. I fucking hated her.

Under her harsh supervision, i still got the chance to wear skirts, hoping over to arcade secretly with friends. And recently, she just allowed me to stay over with classmates. With all these, i was thankful to her. She allowed me to stay a good girl, at least smoke/alcoholic free. So what if i were to be labelled as uncool, so be it. At least i knew i did not let her down.

But why was he not appreciative of all that ive done. He had to hurt me by saying i control too much. What did i do wrong to deserve all these. I want to die. ):