A for elephant

I fell asleep around 8pm yesterday, was too tired from everything. Received a sms from him around 9pm asking if i was willing to forgive him. Then came another sms an hour later stating everything was decided. We should be seperated..

Does it mean if i was awake, i could have done something to save our relationship. Or at least he could have been given a chance to explain, or beg to stay? Stupid serene, what was i thinking. This will NEVER happen.

Right from the day i received the news, there were NO apology. There were no proper explainations. There were only denial and blame. He was a total changed man. Oh no, he merely changed back to what he was. I should have believed that leopard will never change its spots. (No matter how hard you scrub)

I'll be waiting for the day, you'll do something nice to get me back. I've learnt shou3 zhu1 dai4 tu4 is not good, but it feels better if i lived on dreams. I'll be waiting..

p/s: on a lighter note, my sister passed her TP. Im so glad for her cause she's been a grundo all her life. She finally lived past it. (: But i hate it cause my mum's been asking about his TP. Everytime she mention his name, i want to die. I hate this. Argh. ):